He is my father, my life i give to Him

I was disheartened, disgusted, disillusioned.It really amazes me how a moment of love and interacting with God can change my views and beliefs immediately!Firstly, i have to say that i set up this blog initially to share with others my views but i truly want to keep this blog a little personal.Letting it be personal then can i express my full felt thoughts!

I am feeling very guilty actually that i couldn't get everyone a present nor even anything during then X'mas period because of 2 reasons. 1} is that im broke! 2} is that i believe in giving special and custom made presents which definitely tires the brain and i relli dun have the time to do so.Sorry that i couldn't spread the joy of giving.

Speaking in a more positive tone, I am glad i took a step of faith and went church today despite struggling for the past week.I know i don seem like i am troubled in church but seriously it is because today was such a special day.The word was so filled with annointing and the atmosphere was so great that i felt as if i could reach out and grab God so effortlessly, like he was just THERE!It just lifted my spirits so greatly and i know now that he exists!HE EXISTS!For his course i shall strive and offer my life up to!

The New Year is approaching and i am so so so so glad it is!!This opportunity i really want to thank God for as the New Year allows me to forgo and forget the unhappiness of 2zerozero7 and change my life in 2zerozero8!i have sinned too much for the blessings of God but God had always been so faithful in blessing me whenever i pray for it!i just hope in 2zerozero8 i can walk a road of faith, sincerity to God and to the people around me and that i can grow and glorify His name!Adding to that, i want to thank Xin Hong so much for his nomination of the award i got today at sub-zone CG.The paul's award or in other word the most transformed member within a CG.I wasn't expecting a prize at all today and i actually hope i din get any because i felt i was undeserving of any of them.I have sinned just too much and i have not done enough to glorify Him but surprisingly receiving that prize gave me feeling of motivation and encouragement that whatever i was doing, i was doing for a good cause and on the right track.Hallelujah for that, He is never early, never late but always just on time!Amen to that!

So, at the end i just want to Bless all the people around me for the New Year to come and that the next year would definitely be a better year than this or any other year,Bless also my CG and Church that we will rise to greater and newer heights as a spiritual family for the new year.

All this in Jesus i pray, hear me Lord, Amen..

a struggle for a bubble...

It's been a long time!!Have been busy working and going on holidays!I did not take any pictures though, its just me and my family and i believe some things are better kept in the heart than on paper!yea!Invited my parents and Yingchun to church recently for the Christmas service and despite all that rattling and resenting from Yingchun, i am sure they enjoyed themselves with the drama and the warm atmosphere of the entire service!Kudos to the performers and the organisers of the service!It was really truly a great movement to honour God!Hallelujah!Btw, speaking on that, i am quite puzzled as to why it is spelled as Hallelujah at times and Allelujiah at others.Hope someone who reads this would zhi dian zhi dian wo!

Talking on serious stuff, i've recently been struggling in my mind whether or not religion was set up to spur the hearts of man by the ancient politicians.Yes!even though sometimes i sound so on fire, i still am struggling internally.It is then that i realise religions are just like bubbles.Your passion is just like the bubble, so easily burst and destroyed upon realistic statements.For example, without a religion, man live as normal and some even strive even better than those who have utmost faith.Wherelse religion believers seek their God but fall upon obstacles in life.perhaps i am not well equipped in the Bible yet to fully understand the situation but the truth is that the bubble[religion] floats upon no substantial backings nor ground for they're existence.The only reason i see that is because those who see not of reality but have faith eventually attains the greatest mountain of faith and that is what God is looking for.Those that believe in God but does not really see his power are those that at the end have the most amount of faith!Simple as that but really, i have not seen many people who dare to poke their noses into such sensitive questions and i feel that if someone who can fully answer my doubts, He can save truly change the hearts and beliefs of many.

seek not of his power,
seek not of his face,
seek not of his mighty,
but seek of his clean heart.


i wonder...

Weapons for Righteous Knights

We overwhelm not by spears not swords and we defend not by shields nor by armour. In this realistic world, the way to overcome the devil is by using our ACTIONS and by the way we SpEAK!i've seen many many many Christians belittling the power of their weapons by not modeling after Jesus and the way of a true Christian!They might go to Church but once out of Church, they leave their Holy Spirit behind and go back into the way of mortals.I've been through that stage of walking in faith in Church but dry when out of it.I'm still working on living with faith outside of the sanctuary and believing that the sanctuary is of your heart anywhere, anytime!It's not easy but with faith i know i can.I wanted to post this to tell all the believers out there that you have people walking the same journey as you and it is time we start rising and breakaway from our comfort zone!Making the Church our heart and our heart the Church!Not only that, i also have this revealation for all Christians facing pO(parental objection} that the devil is within the non-believers and you use your actions and words of weapons to overcome it!showing your parents that the walk of Christian life changes your life truthfully and entirely.Forgiving them and loving them every moment of your life.The devil shall then tremble upon your existence and your faith!

JesusChrist,always...

The Three Layers of Man

I've been receiving lotsa comments about my blog being too Holy!haha..I'm glad it is!It is the life i seek and the words i say speaks of my life.Hence, im happy people say that=)!

I realised that I have not comment on my blog url and its meanings.I spoke to Yedmund! on Sun after service and it was a great time of fellowship as we chatted about God!It may not be right but in my view, i perceive Man as a body which consists of three doors; the door of flesh(physical),the door of soul(our mind thinking) and the door of spirit(the inner power of our heart).The flesh is on the earth, our outer realm and our actions but the soul feeds upon our knowledge and our thinkings to do actions.Spirit is the life, the one that contributes to our emotions, feelings, actions, thinkings, basically the main fundamental structure of our body.By constantly rejuvenating our spirit day in and day out then can we offer the energy and strength for our minds to work and the thinking leading to actions!Many fail to see that it is not us following Jesus or the Holy Spirit but it is them that follows us and be constantly within us.Allowing them to soak our lives or not is a decision and that is the difference between a Christian by name and a Christian by Heart!A cry out to all the Christians out there: Can 1 boldly say they have Jesus wiithin them? And can 1 daringly say that I am a true Son of God? Even for me i would not say that because i noe my faith can grow even more and much much more can be put in!I can speak, i can act but to let the Holy Spirit take over your life is a whole new thing all together which is of the highest level.
In my eyes, no one else is capable of saying that except Jesus because we live in a world of sins but seeking Jesus and his way of life is the way to go!By following the chosen, can we be more likely-chosen than any others!

24/11/07 Making Dreams A Reality!

Today's service was spectacular!The annointing of God drowned the entire church as Reuben Morgan sang and worshipped with us and it was just pure beauty!Today's words were also great; talked about creating and realising of our dreams through God. Our God is almighty and potent to everything but no matter how powerful God is, without a connection between one and God, He can not change a person's life. A seed without good fertiliser, nourishing water and constant sunlight is plain useless but as the seed interacts and connects and join as 1 all the essential needs and input it into the seed, the seed starts to grow and it will not only grow, it will grow massively because the the provider is great, with all the top grade fertilisers and water and sunlight.Similarly, our God is great, hence, if one connects and interacts with God faithfully, the ending result would only be fruitful and colourful!I visualised God today as a box and a treasure chest. Your faith is the treasure. The more treasure u put within the box, the more your deposits and just like currency, the more gold you have, the higher value your currency.Faith is like gold and God is like the chest, the more you put into the box, the greater is the value and as it snowballs into a giant solid hill of faith, you will see that faith boosts the value of your life.It makes your life even more worthy than before and that is when you can start dreaming because you have a value to your life; you have an ability to flaunt and focus and improve in!Therefore, offer your faith and 1 day you will see that your faith in God will enjoy great blessings from Him!

Ask and you will receive, Seek and you will get, Knock and He will answer but to ask, to seek and to knock, you have to have faith then whom you ask from will deliver you the blessings and answeres of your prayer!=)

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Rejuvenation,Reborn,Revived,Restablished!

This entire week was an ardous journery with God. Devil tempted in every way possible; through my mom,through games, through girls, through friends and kept tempting my to swear which i entirely dread.Xin Hong told me last week that the devil's faith is much more than any other human's and i totally agree with him. The devil continuously seeks chances to tempt man, he/it is always interminably focusing on destroying people's life with God but humans on the other hand backslide and fall away from God. I myself can not deny that the more you are into God, the more the devil is onto you.But i'm happy because as the saying goes: "God is never early, He's never late, He's always just on time!" and i experienced His grace during last night's cell group meeting, The annointing was right, the word was right, the atmosphere was right and the focus was right. Giving breath to the dead souls, having enormous faith to walk through the death valley and receive blessings from God! Its all about believing and keeping your loyalty to the Lord.You never know what God might bless you with but from what i can perceive, walking with this God to attain righteousness and eternal life is the best way out.There is nothing to lose even though they say sacrifices have to be made but in actual fact, the sowing is definitely more than the reaping because we have a very good provider for our seeds in the Lord Jesus!=)

One Last Hurray!

That is it!10 years of brotherhood and 10 years of my life indulging in the wonderful journeys of a Cat High gentleman.It is beautiful to see how I and some other Cat High brothers have grown since primary school, especially Haiyan. Moth and Kris!Its a pleasure knowing them and spending our last few years together.I have to shout to Kris,Jingyi,Jianfan,Tawan,John,Yi Rui,Marcus,Jason,Skian and many others!We are all walking going to different journeys in our lives but this relationship i would always treasure and always cherish!Like little mustard seeds we have grown from, strong and steady now and blossom later.In this moment also, i would like to apologise to a few people and i hope you guys can forgive me for the horrible things i have said to you and about you.We were good friends once, and good friends i hope we will always be!The teachers have also been wonderful!Bubbly and jumpy, you guys loved us like your own by the way you all sacrifice and strive for our well-being!There is one i would like to specially thank and that is Mrs Long!!!!You have always been a mother to 4-9 and i am sure the whole class appreciates your love for us, even though they do not show it outside, deep down i am so very sure that every single one loves you as much as you have loved us!The wonderful memories of 4-9 would always prolong in my heart, always!

Enough of the emo talking,now abit more of the fun part!I went gym yesterday with Jason and Wenhao!WOOHOO!!It was great!!I feel im getting my waist back already=)!Ran 4km of trackmail, did dumbells and many other things i do not what they are called but it was fun and super SHUANG!But i'm feeling the pain now.It was worth it though!Yes Yes!1,3,5 Jason!we must go!!^.^Played pool after that with Maloo, Lumdar,SKian, Jason and Wenhao and it was fun!i seriously think that pool is addictive!even though i lost to Jason~_~"!I'll train hard and beat you one day!watch watch watch!!

Accompanied Skian to IAC building afterwards and we discussed about which JC we were going to apple for PAE.It was a brain racking process.NJC,AJC,SAJC,TJC,I just don't know what to choose!It was really really difficult but after discussing with some seniors,my parents,teachers and friends,I've decided that i am going to fight for NJ!yes!I am going to try and appeal and get my ass in there!Somehow i feel NJC is a place i should go and since it was the choice i made at the beginning of the year, I din want to regret,hence,NJC HERE I COME!!=)